THE PLAY

I grow older every second,
These walls watch me grow.
I learn to live and live to learn,
But when I am gone what do I know?

Bid my soul the best,
A long road awaits my feet.
I take off, fearing dead ends,
There are no guides, game’s sans cheat.

Confused I am and I Know.
I pity all ignorant souls!
Life is a joke and the world an illusion.
The moon is amused, the sun has dark moles.

Living this drama , reality stays in screens,
Time is the playwright with skills.
All fingers raised were left unanswered.
There lay a viewer above all hills.

Chaos and peace , perfected by the Master,
I run in the direction of flaws.
Defy the play, acting my own way,
Maybe I will find the answer in my claws.

I write my plan ,but time is aware!
what if it’s part of the show?
It leaves me again wondering..
When I am gone what do I know?

THE PLAY

SHADOWS OF SMILE

I am shy to speak my heart,
Even more if to spit my sorrow.
I say it all but in mood too merry,
So I don’t die with secrets tomorrow!

I told them all who ought to know,
All who gave their words and ears.
But, so cooked with joy and truth,
That my pain is still mine after years!!

True that people think a lot.
Truer even, if a friend it is.
Thus I can’t share this blissful pain,
Cause for them, this pain’s no bliss.

Thus, in smiling lips I lay my faith.
So, friends learn my hides and stage.
Keeping all tears to myself, I share not.
The cruel silence of a loner I wage.

You know nothing of what I am in.
You are not trying is what it seems.
This all, is meant for who’s meant for me.
Even paradise ,the word, is unworthy for my dreams.

You may never cite or learn,
That tears flow from this man’s eyes!
Oh! Lend me Faith. And You’ll know,You will
How in your thoughts my soul cries.

SHADOWS OF SMILE

ALL IN MY MIND

I felt assured , I won't feel it again.
I'm lost so good , love never will find.
But there are songs in the air.
I look back, wonder, stare
I believe,trust and derive
That its all in my mind

I cried during light, I cried in the night.
I cried with tears, I cried with faith,
That tears save my heart run dry,
Please save my heart run dry
I beseech the raining sky
Please save my heart run dry

Do I deserve another wish?
Am I worth a second try?
Where was I when I could have changed,
The things that pass me by?
Can the wind bring me back,can it?
The things that pass me by....

I find no clues for the answers
I find no roads for this ride
I find no method on this search
Of things that pass me by
As the rivers flow they whisper,
They don't speak as they are shy.

I felt assured , that you were so gone
I'd never have you again nearby
But your voice led me drain these words
And i fail to fake my past behind.
All the rivers,the wind ,the sky
The rain and a heart more dry
The hope against things passing by
Maybe its all just in my mind..

Maybe i ll be certain one day
To return and say . .... ...
My Heart and All In My Mind...

ALL IN MY MIND

Oh My!! Not Apsara

Such is the fate of those who dare
Owned by courage, they end in despair
Now dat I have joined dat league of hope
Yesterday seems only a brief nightmare.


Myths are spread while legends recalled
Only truth finds survival , so I trust in all
Hey! i m in love.... I am really crazy
Awake me from this feeling before I fall


Patrons beware , I lie in uncertainity
Along wid my hopes,eternal,they save me
Trap me at this point of time
Release me there, where she be....


A day to cherish,A lifetime for the memory!!!!

Oh My!! Not Apsara

You Are ....

You are ,
The only truth I need to know ,
The only sight I'd like to see ,
The only hope I want with me ,
The only answer to all questions that be ,


The faith I find in my thoughts
The equal to all I ever praised . .... ...
You are .. .... the reason I tried
The cause I traced,My aims got raised,


The force that drains my chance to give up ,
The fire that warms when my heart be cold ,
The pride I seek when I lay low ,
The dream too long been untold .


You are but,

Not here with me tonight
To see my heart ink it's pain
Not here but never too far away
Trust Me! My love cannot be slain....

You Are ....

Impressions IN A lost world

this day, in myself, i spark a tiny thought

a querry i may say it was

what if all we vise and feel as right

is broken by reality, alas!

belief of what rests and moves,

of what grows and dies

of what is all and wat is none

turn up all as lies

judgement gets a kick and punch

as all views change sides

a day of chaos' and confusion's rule

will make stings of truth parasites

this i assume is not true

as all truth is not bitter

but a truth or two can always be enough

to force the darkest coal glitter

so i decide ,never to frame views on people

who in one act or two back my belief

wait,i shall, till all branches i have revealed

cause,even oaks in spring have atleast a brown leaf!

Withs thoughts redeemed i gladly speak,

In honour of my new found wit,

Whoever says this,says the thing best

There is more to learn in defeat!

Impressions IN A lost world

Swimmers & Rivers

This river here flows down,
I m following it like sand
I m going down, blinded
Why aint things in my hand

My will is more like elvis
Heard it can do wonders
But never seen it in life,just pray
That turns up b4 blunders

I may never swim back
May be i may,may
But use your will while its best
Before river causes downward sway.

Swim upward , my friend, rise
Dont go with ease
Life is never downhill,never
Will it flex like grease

Swim upward,my friend,swim
I may see u from the bottom,may
This river here flows down,i m in the flow
But swim,my friend,rise anyway!

Swimmers & Rivers

OUR DUSK SHALL SEE ITS DAWN

when everything I want is nothing for everyone and i do not get it!!!

forgive me my mother,

for i need sleep and rest:

i cannot reach the star,

as the sun drowns in west!

i breached all bars for the love of mine,

but it never came nearby

not my soul and never by heart

but within my body weakness lies.

my heart rests in these walls

yet i am too broken to run

free me from my paranoia

please my mother ,wait for my return!

the stars i seek will feel my palms

when i return and turn the tide

till then i am none but a tiger

who could not keep its mother's pride...

OUR DUSK SHALL SEE ITS DAWN

the reason y we survive evn after we wish we were dead
is cause we always see the heart below the head

but above or below a heart it is:
it ll remind u what all u miss!