THE PLAY

I grow older every second,
These walls watch me grow.
I learn to live and live to learn,
But when I am gone what do I know?

Bid my soul the best,
A long road awaits my feet.
I take off, fearing dead ends,
There are no guides, game’s sans cheat.

Confused I am and I Know.
I pity all ignorant souls!
Life is a joke and the world an illusion.
The moon is amused, the sun has dark moles.

Living this drama , reality stays in screens,
Time is the playwright with skills.
All fingers raised were left unanswered.
There lay a viewer above all hills.

Chaos and peace , perfected by the Master,
I run in the direction of flaws.
Defy the play, acting my own way,
Maybe I will find the answer in my claws.

I write my plan ,but time is aware!
what if it’s part of the show?
It leaves me again wondering..
When I am gone what do I know?

THE PLAY

SHADOWS OF SMILE

I am shy to speak my heart,
Even more if to spit my sorrow.
I say it all but in mood too merry,
So I don’t die with secrets tomorrow!

I told them all who ought to know,
All who gave their words and ears.
But, so cooked with joy and truth,
That my pain is still mine after years!!

True that people think a lot.
Truer even, if a friend it is.
Thus I can’t share this blissful pain,
Cause for them, this pain’s no bliss.

Thus, in smiling lips I lay my faith.
So, friends learn my hides and stage.
Keeping all tears to myself, I share not.
The cruel silence of a loner I wage.

You know nothing of what I am in.
You are not trying is what it seems.
This all, is meant for who’s meant for me.
Even paradise ,the word, is unworthy for my dreams.

You may never cite or learn,
That tears flow from this man’s eyes!
Oh! Lend me Faith. And You’ll know,You will
How in your thoughts my soul cries.

SHADOWS OF SMILE

ALL IN MY MIND

I felt assured , I won't feel it again.
I'm lost so good , love never will find.
But there are songs in the air.
I look back, wonder, stare
I believe,trust and derive
That its all in my mind

I cried during light, I cried in the night.
I cried with tears, I cried with faith,
That tears save my heart run dry,
Please save my heart run dry
I beseech the raining sky
Please save my heart run dry

Do I deserve another wish?
Am I worth a second try?
Where was I when I could have changed,
The things that pass me by?
Can the wind bring me back,can it?
The things that pass me by....

I find no clues for the answers
I find no roads for this ride
I find no method on this search
Of things that pass me by
As the rivers flow they whisper,
They don't speak as they are shy.

I felt assured , that you were so gone
I'd never have you again nearby
But your voice led me drain these words
And i fail to fake my past behind.
All the rivers,the wind ,the sky
The rain and a heart more dry
The hope against things passing by
Maybe its all just in my mind..

Maybe i ll be certain one day
To return and say . .... ...
My Heart and All In My Mind...

ALL IN MY MIND