Tuesday, February 12, 2008

HONEY AND SAUCE

I was on my way from Dhaula Kuan to RKPuram sec-3. It’s a 8 km journey and never takes more than 15 minutes on an Auto-Rickshaw. It was my return from my Aunt’s Place. I had just given my cousin brother(who’s on the threshold of his class 10 board exams) some advices on his approach to studies. I was really happy with the way I had delivered my role in his preparation. Give a man a fish, and you feed him for a day, teach him how to fish and you feed him forever. I had just done that .

The vehicle halts at the Moti Bagh Traffic Signal. Another 43 seconds before we can resume the monotonous journey that so many people might be pursuing everyday. A white Santro joined the wait to our left. Just ahead of it was another Auto-Rickshaw . I couldn’t make out who was inside, not that I wanted sub-consciously to do so either. Somehow, I was attracted towards that hemisphere of my field of view. I did not see anything unusual of Delhi streets there. Or did I?


Convincing the person (people) inside was a young boy ,barely five years old, to buy the day’s issue of Mid-Day. Of all that’s peculiar and outrageous besides his
age, was his mood. He was skillful in making use of his poverty .He had the capability to ensure that the emotional chords of the person are struck . He made his statement with more body expressions than words. He deliberately acted mature and respectful which is unusual(for even grown up street people).He showed the bold headlines of the Mid-day and emphasized on the accompanying picture, obviously he could not have read any of them(wonder if he ever will). He had somehow cracked the code for attaining higher success in his salesmanship ventures. He was living his childhood with experiences I have not yet bothered to uncover. The Lady in that Auto-Rickshaw gave him a 2 rupee coin.

It is in my nature to relate remote possibilities. I stare at the same hemisphere of view while walking in my thoughts. I feel lucky for what I am. For I could have been just anyone else , maybe you, maybe that street kid. But I am wherever I am because of all that ever happened before this moment of thought. The existence of a divine purpose is controversial and hence not included in this depiction of thoughts. I am not blessed for the same reason as in the last statement. Any Mr.X would be lucky if he had gotten something nobody else had. But I do not usually to judge happiness through monopoly or the fact that I have left the world behind.


Now, should I grade that kid as Lucky ? An obvious thought is no. But I love and respect remote possibilities. Not being harsh on perceptions and opinions, I would say that kid has been Lucky .He may one day rise above our highest dreams and dig below our deepest thoughts. My thoughts get reinforced when I see the marketing skills of that kid. The thousands of street children that are not aware of the chances that they can have an impact on the world seek help, not pity and sympathy. But, we have it imbibed within our brains(most of us do) that they need food and shelter until they someday their hearts pause permanently in some dark alley. It’s not everyday that we as prisoners of the prevailing social order try to wonder about our life if not what it is now.

My hemisphere of sight crashes to check what is tapping my knee. I have that kid with a few copies of the Mid-Day to my left. I have a ‘The Hindu’ waiting at my hostel room(I despise masala print media), but nevertheless I buy a copy. I give a 2 rupee coin too. He sees a 5 rupee coin in that slit of my wallet. He asks if he can have that. I look at him in the eye. He possessed no reasons to falter, no answer to any questions of shame. All I found in his eyes was a question back at me, If you think it is wrong what will you do to help me? I have to teach him how to fish. I gave him that rupee 5 coin too and gave back his Mid-Day. 43 seconds ended pretty slow. The Auto changed gears. I sped past that kid still there at that traffic signal. I had to reach somewhere.
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Tuesday, January 22, 2008

Would you like OLIVER PEDRO (Coming soon)

Far from where we used to be,
Far from days of sweet innocence,
The nearer we land to our pride,
The farther we are from ourselves.


Oliver Pedro was often confused with PRIDE OR LOVE!!
He never made the choices right,atleast he thought so.
Do you find an Olie in you,or were you the one in Olie ?
What was Olie if not ugly,Would you like Oliver Pedro....?
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Saturday, September 22, 2007

THE PLAY

I grow older every second,
These walls watch me grow.
I learn to live and live to learn,
But when I am gone what do I know?

Bid my soul the best,
A long road awaits my feet.
I take off, fearing dead ends,
There are no guides, game’s sans cheat.

Confused I am and I Know.
I pity all ignorant souls!
Life is a joke and the world an illusion.
The moon is amused, the sun has dark moles.

Living this drama , reality stays in screens,
Time is the playwright with skills.
All fingers raised were left unanswered.
There lay a viewer above all hills.

Chaos and peace , perfected by the Master,
I run in the direction of flaws.
Defy the play, acting my own way,
Maybe I will find the answer in my claws.

I write my plan ,but time is aware!
what if it’s part of the show?
It leaves me again wondering..
When I am gone what do I know?
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SHADOWS OF SMILE

I am shy to speak my heart,
Even more if to spit my sorrow.
I say it all but in mood too merry,
So I don’t die with secrets tomorrow!

I told them all who ought to know,
All who gave their words and ears.
But, so cooked with joy and truth,
That my pain is still mine after years!!

True that people think a lot.
Truer even, if a friend it is.
Thus I can’t share this blissful pain,
Cause for them, this pain’s no bliss.

Thus, in smiling lips I lay my faith.
So, friends learn my hides and stage.
Keeping all tears to myself, I share not.
The cruel silence of a loner I wage.

You know nothing of what I am in.
You are not trying is what it seems.
This all, is meant for who’s meant for me.
Even paradise ,the word, is unworthy for my dreams.

You may never cite or learn,
That tears flow from this man’s eyes!
Oh! Lend me Faith. And You’ll know,You will
How in your thoughts my soul cries.
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ALL IN MY MIND

I felt assured , I won't feel it again.
I'm lost so good , love never will find.
But there are songs in the air.
I look back, wonder, stare
I believe,trust and derive
That its all in my mind

I cried during light, I cried in the night.
I cried with tears, I cried with faith,
That tears save my heart run dry,
Please save my heart run dry
I beseech the raining sky
Please save my heart run dry

Do I deserve another wish?
Am I worth a second try?
Where was I when I could have changed,
The things that pass me by?
Can the wind bring me back,can it?
The things that pass me by....

I find no clues for the answers
I find no roads for this ride
I find no method on this search
Of things that pass me by
As the rivers flow they whisper,
They don't speak as they are shy.

I felt assured , that you were so gone
I'd never have you again nearby
But your voice led me drain these words
And i fail to fake my past behind.
All the rivers,the wind ,the sky
The rain and a heart more dry
The hope against things passing by
Maybe its all just in my mind..

Maybe i ll be certain one day
To return and say . .... ...

My Heart and All In My Mind...
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Friday, August 24, 2007

Oh My!! Not Apsara

Such is the fate of those who dare
Owned by courage, they end in despair
Now dat I have joined dat league of hope
Yesterday seems only a brief nightmare.


Myths are spread while legends recalled
Only truth finds survival , so I trust in all
Hey! i m in love.... I am really crazy
Awake me from this feeling before I fall


Patrons beware , I lie in uncertainity
Along wid my hopes,eternal,they save me
Trap me at this point of time
Release me there, where she be....


A day to cherish,A lifetime for the memory!!!!
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You Are ....

You are ,
The only truth I need to know ,
The only sight I'd like to see ,
The only hope I want with me ,
The only answer to all questions that be ,


The faith I find in my thoughts
The equal to all I ever praised . .... ...
You are .. .... the reason I tried
The cause I traced,My aims got raised,


The force that drains my chance to give up ,
The fire that warms when my heart be cold ,
The pride I seek when I lay low ,
The dream too long been untold .


You are but,
Not here with me tonight
To see my heart ink it's pain
Not here but never too far away
Trust Me! My love cannot be slain....
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Elite Nth_Samurai - NEWS

Dear Reader,
Thank you for taking the pain and reading my works.Glad you could give time.There are a lot of poems and articles that I have not yet posted . I believe in free speech but I am not a patron of typing (most of them are in diaries).

Please help me enhance my will to write more and flood Blogger by saving your opinions beside my posts.

I will try and return the debt.

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